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Why must people be ashamed to read Quran?

I am neither a pious nor a scholar girl that expert to talk about religious things. I just wanted to share with you regarding Muslims that feel embarrass reciting our holy of Quran.

I believe that some of us might feel ashamed to read Quran because you have leaved it for a long time and you seem to forget how to recite it in proper recitation. We should not be ashamed to recite Quran although we feel that we might read or spell it wrongly.

Are you feeling scared or unsecured to read the Quran because you afraid that people might hear you and laugh at you. Deep inside your heart, you want to read it but you still feel doubt and anxious as you don’t want people to hear that you are reciting Quran with wrong pronunciation and spelling.

This reminds me when I was 16 year old and staying in school hostel. I was ignorant and felt shy to read Quran. However, I continue to have awareness when I saw my senior reciting Quran before and after they did their prayer. After that, I began to start read Quran slowly, alone in surau after prayer. Time after time, I managed to overcome the shyness to read Quran.

For those who feel like want to change, I suggest you to start read Quran for at least a sentence a day. A sentence a day never will harm you at all. It’s like an exercise for those who still feel ashamed to read Quran. From a sentence, will become a verse, from verse becomes paragraph, from a paragraph becomes a page, and from a page why not becomes pages?

Believe it or not, there are people who only start read Quran at age of 40 years old. I supposed that, these chosen people are lucky because God have given a chance for them to live and repent.  So what about you? Are you going to wait until that age to start read Quran? Remember, we can’t forecast the death.

Quran is the best drug to calm your restless heart, indeed.

 Its about breaking up, and I’m thinking of things that I should or should not do.

Because I, believe.

“I spat at my mothers face. Have you ever done anything like that?She made me angry by not shouting and disturbing me when I’m asleep. she has no respect for someone sleeping and sits on a chair next to my room rambling on the phone everyday when im trying to sleep even when i ask her to stop .. Then i finally snapped did she deserve it? She has more respect for the sleeping now.”

I did my usual Google job to find anything about word spit and found this. I believe this guy is so not civilized at all. Spitting on his own mother’s face is kind of normal to him. I think if I do the same way as he did, I am sure I am in hell right now.

We all know that disrespecting parents is a big sin. From my point of view, the culture of people from the west is far way contras with ours. People from the west normally will set their teenagers to be free at age of 13-19 years old or maybe younger than that.

 In that age, they assumed that their teenagers have transform to be and adult which they can choose and manage their own path of life. Of cause, they are more open to let their child involved with cigarette, drink alcohol, having legal sexual relation, marrying and etcetera. Perhaps, that’s why most teenagers from the west gets more bold to fight against their parent as they think their already grown enough.

Spitting on your mother never will make you look cool, dude. Think of what your mother have ever gave you along your life as her child. Even if your mother scolds you like hell, don’t you ever disrespect her and give such a spit on her. Very bad bad boy!